Moghel you are more than just breasts and ass 

When God made you,

He took His time…

He let man fall asleep 

Took a bone that protected man’s life 

And moulded you into a perfect master piece with it.
Beyps you are not piece of item that has to be shown off by someone who doesn’t know your real worth…

You are beyond precious 

Not even the wealth of the entire world comes close to your how much you are worth…

Woman you were created by the creator Himself to carry and give birth to every single creation He thought of.
Sweetheart you are so much stronger than you think you are.

You have been beaten, raped and labelled  horrible names and yet you rise up even stronger than ever

You wear your scars as if they were them most precious stones on earth.

You bear it all so they don’t have to

No matter how painful or bad things are you still carry yourself so elegantly like you’ve got the world’s riches in your hands
Baby girl you don’t need to be part of the crowd to be seen 

You are more than the latest fashion and trends

Your so called squad doesn’t define who you are

How you can get a man to buy you doesn’t make you beautiful 

That hair and make up  doesn’t cover up what’s pretty or ugly inside

You are stronger and content when you know who you are and have accepted your flaws and are willing to change only for you.

 

You are a woman 

A masterpiece created by the Creator Himself 

Unapologetic for who she is and why she’s here

Unashamed to bare it all for everyone to see 

Loyal to the royal within

A queen in her own right.

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You suck the life out of me
You make me cry
You created my insecurities
You gave me my dark and deadly thoughts.
When you claim to help me it is when you dig a deeper hole for me.
When you claim you love me you just reveal the shame and hatred you feel.
Funny enough I didn’t ask for it
I didn’t choose you
I didn’t say make me
I didn’t sign up to be an emotional punching bag.
Who I am now isn’t who you were in the past
The fact that you feel unimportant to me is because you made me unimportant to you…
You aren’t trying to make things right you just covering up mistakes caused by you.
You don’t care about me it’s how you look to others that you care about
My wellbeing has never been a factor to your state of being.
And it’s ok
It is all good
Because unlike you I can forgive and look past all the the pain and move on.
Unlike you my joy doesn’t come from the world.
Unlike you I don’t need to look good in other people’s eyes I know my truth and God knows my heart.
The reason you feel and think Im better than you is because I am.
I am better than you
You’ve been trying to hide that fact by making me insecure, ugly, average and dumb.
My mistake was seeking your approval
Making you happy
Doing things for you
But it’s all good
Because I know better
I am better
This isn’t for you anymore
What you think doesn’t matter
How you feel is a reflection of you
I am my own person
My joy is a gift from God
My peace is from God
My applause come from God
Whether you are here or not doesn’t bother me anymore
I know who I am now and it sure ain’t you…

Your woes…

The people you surround yourself play a huge role in one’s life. These people affect your way of thinking, determine the way people perceive you as a person and even influence the way you carry yourself. As a queen you need to ask yourself what type of people do I surround myself with, how do they benefit me, do they make me a better person or do they even inspire me to be the best version of myself? The saying, “you are only as strong as your weakest link” is true because if you are seen with a person who has no sense of direction, doesn’t care about life and simply sponges off people, everyone automatically thinks you are the same compared to being seen with a person who charming, goal orientated and full of life. So ask yourself, are the people you interact with good for, your image and your peace of mind? 

You are a Queen so you need like minded Kings and Queens in your circle, people that know their worth and won’t comprise it for anyone, people who are loyal to the royal within that know that their crown is more than just a head piece but a symbol of every triumph they’ve had….
Pick your circle wisely 
#queeningonmyownterms

Look out for number 1 

It’s always a tough decison for a queen to pick between love and success. But here’s the thing if you find a partner that cares about you and your dreams you wouldn’t have to pick between the two. This isn’t about having your cake and eating it this is about being with someone who will never let you compromise your throne by letting you choose between your Kingdom and them. A queen must find her king and her king should be conquering his own Kingdom and only be looking to find a queen who is conquering her own kingdom that way you can both build each other into better people. A queen deserves a king that knows her worth and appreciates how she’ll never comprise herself for him, instead she’ll ensure that he works just as hard as she does if not more.

Be the queen you know you should be with or without a king
#queeningonmyownterms

It’s the life we live…

You’ve had your heart broken.

You’ve had your life torn apart.

You lost everything.

You lost everyone.

Your entire being was turned upside down 

Through it all you held your head up high and kept going.

You tried to pick up the pieces

You tried to put it back together 

You looked for everything 

You searched for everyone 

You entire being is still stuck in turmoil

Through it all you realised, “fuck it”

Your heart got broken, yes… And it isn’t the the first nor the last there’s nothing special or different about the ex, the didn’t realise that they had a gold mine on their hands so forget about it.

Your life is torn apart, so what? Has there ever been a life that’s all in one piece, I don’t think so, so gather all the pieces and ensure they are all in one place I mean you don’t need your shit all over the place right…

You lost everything… Maybe you weren’t suppose to have it. Look at it this way stop focusing on what you have and start looking at what you can do its not like you going to be buried with your things once you dead.

You lost everyone… No no no! Everyone lost you, they couldn’t handle awesomeness so find people who can, you’re not gonna be everyone’s cup of tea.

Your entire being is turned upside down and… Who know which way is the right way up even your being could be positioned the right way the only thing you should worry about is your entire being being at peace through all the turmoil. 

Screw everything, keep your head up, own your throne and grow your Kingdom that’s all that matters 

post no. 21

Post 21= 21 facts about mapilamong 

Why? Because I’m turning 21 this year

1. My full name is Katlego Itumedisitse Mapilamong Nyakale 

2. My birthday is on the 12th of July (remember the day)

3. I was an accounting student now I do BBA 

4. I got my heart broken and I’m still healing

5. I secretly like being a girly girl

6. Music gives me life

7. I am a believer in Christ Jesus He is my saviour 

8 . I am clumsy AF I don’t know why I just can’t help it.

9. I am a helpless romantic and I am praying for the one created for me by God.

10. I think that the one that got a away is a guy I called Pete (he knows who he is )

11. I am an insecure person (I am working on it )

12. My biggest fear is being exactly like my father.

13. I have a love hate relationship with food.

14. My best friend is guy called titties 

15. i wanna learn how to pole dance

16. My favourite colour is BLUE

17. I haven’t had my hoeing phase yet

18. I was almost a stoner

19. I hate ciders and beers I prefer spirits

20. My biggest flaw is I can’t finish what I start

21. Writing is my safe haven 

I opened up to you,
showed you my scars.
Stripped all my layers.
Revealed my true form.
I let you in.
I let you explore my inner being,
Allowed you to taste my true essence.

Now you stand and mock me.
Use my scars to create new wounds,
Spit the same essence you tasted back in my face.
You walked out,
Left me bare and vulnerable.
Exposed for all to see.
So here I stand naked,
Baring all my truths,
Unashamed of who says what,
Because you set me free.
By leaving me exposed you set me free.
You set me free.
Ready to claim my Kingdom.
Ready to wear the crown you failed to carry,
I’m walking naked in truth, scares and all ready to conquer.
I am Queening on my own terms.

I choose me.

I am done. I have chosen me over everything and anyone else. I am taking back what’s mine and I’m gonna be selfish with myself. I’m over the disrespect, constant pleading to be love back, the giving without expecting anything. I’m over it, I’m over everything. I have no fight left in me I have nothing more to give I’m to gonna beg any more. The buck stops right here im no longer seek your approval coz it means nothing now, I know my worth of and you aren’t even worth my time, I have sooooo much to give but not to just any and everyone. I pick me. I choose my happiness. I select my life first.
I come first so no more bullshit, tears no more pain, no more heartache, no more
giving freely. I am finished, I am not about that life anymore. It’s my time now. I’m doing what makes me happy, I’m wearing sexy underwear for me I am dressing like a millionaire for me. I am falling in love with myself first.

Let go!

Letting go is very easy to speak about, so easy that we offer it as a piece of advice to anyone and everyone but the act is far harder to do… 
Think about it two very simple yet powerful words that have great effect on one’s life, “let go” rolls off the tongue so smoothly but can’t roll off your mind or heart without almost getting you to an emergency room… It isn’t as easy as we say it is to others.
We tend to look at letting go as a way of forgetting all the memories, milestones and achievements we’ve had hence it’s so hard to do. But letting go also symbolises growth, a sign of being ready to move on and space that’s been created for more memories,  achievements and milestones in one’s life.
Letting go isn’t about forgetting what you’ve been through but showing that what you’ve been through has made you a better person.

So let shit go!

#queeningonmyownterms

I dance 

I dance

Dance to the rhythm of my heart’s tune

Sway my hips from left to right

Removing all the negativity right out of my life 
I dance 

Flow at the pace my blood rushes to my heart 

Lift my hand and shake em like I just don’t care 

Letting go of all that’s beyond my control
I dance

Tap my feet to the beat of the blink of my eyes 

2 step my way out of poverty 

Realising my worth I twirl into riches
I dance

Dance my entire being into freedom

Shaking my gold mines into prosperity 

Tapping all the way up to my throne
I dance…